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Leaving altis for some time...

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shimassz

shimassz

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So as the title says... Im leaving altis, and I dont know when I will be back. The reason is that realtionship is going down... I love my gf very much, but she does not know if she feels anything to me. We were living together for 2 years and now she moved out to her uncle. Its in the same town but I dont see her as much... That brakes me apart... All the nights spent crying in the pillow... All thouts, prays and hopes that everything will be ok are braking apart aswell... The reason is that for about a year I was dead inside. I dont know what happened to me but I was dead. I wasnt going anywhere... I wasnt showing her my love and feelings as much as I had to. And I think that pushed her away... And I think now its to late fix anything. I hate myself and i dont know If I will ever forgive myself. I still hope that some time spent apart will triger something in her and she will understand that theres still something left... But even when we meet up and go for a coffee or something she says that she doesnt feel anything. And that just crushes me... I love her with all my heart, but I cant bring her back... I dream late at night that it would be nice If I would wake up and all this would be just a bad dream. That I could turn and see her in my bed, hug her, kiss her and tell her how much I love her... But its not happening... Sorry if this leaving message sounds bad to you all. But I cant care about anything else than her at the momment. It feels like she is all my life, and if she will go out of my life, my life will go out with her. I really hope that everything will be good again... But it doesnt seem like it will ever gonna happen... Just my heart still cant understand it, and she still hopes...

I hope I will see you all again one day...

Good bye

 
I hope everything works out for you bud, real life first.. just make sure never to stop living, this life is already too short.

 
It is a terrible feeling when someone loses that kind of emotional attachment towards you . . :(

Wishing you all the luck in the world.

Nat

 
Been where you were not so long ago, and what I will say if it gets to a point where you feel that there is no way of getting back together is that you may think she's perfect and the perfect person for you but everyone has their own faults, so instead  of thinking about the positives about also take note of her flaws as otherwise it will make moving on that much harder.  And finally use this experience as a learning curve when you meet someone else.

EDIT: It's hard to explain it over the internet

 
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Thank you for the support guys.

And @bobmarley I understand everything u said. Thanks

Its so hard... Doesnt want anything else just to be with her...

 
Understandable reason why you are leaving for now. Hope it will be good between you and your gf soon. 

 
It's happened to the most of us mate, as hard as it sounds just think about other things! Good luck mate, hope it all goes well for you:)

 
Sorry bro, it's a shame this happened, here's hoping things turn for the best, if not, I'm sure everyone here is here for you!

 
I haven't spoken to you before or met you in game but I wish you all the best. Altis isn't going anywhere so we'll always be here :)

 
I'm so sorry to hear this, you have a whole community behind you here @shimassz, take a break, and make sure you come back to us we are all here to help you!

As Cardoso said, don't ever stop living, it may feel like the end of the world but in the grand scheme of things it's just another stepping stone and you will feel normal again, trust me, I've been there. 

<3

 
I know how you are feeling but, not to long ago my GF of two years cheated on me, and moved away and I know how hard it can hurt, but you can't lock yourself away keep people in your life, it makes it a lot easier, that is what made me come back here as a way to not think about it, and I meet good people that cheered me up day to day, but I know you need your time, but trust me it will get better.  

 
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