Server: GTA RP
Character Name: Kenzo Dotty
Steam ID: 76561199401407745
Ban ID (just the numbers): 11973
Ban Reason: G2.4, G4.5, C1.15, G3.4 and C1.6
Why do you think you were banned: Hello, hope all is well.
I want to start off this appeal by apologizing for the amount of unban appeals I have put in and the frustration I have caused throughout this process. I started out with G3.4 ban (OOC tweeting) with a 6 month cooldown before an appeal. I then ban evaded multiple times and racked up bans including, G2.4, G4.5, C1.15, C1.6. I had rushed each and every single appeal and decided to not stop and rush appeals and acted completely out of hand. Showing how much of a child I was, also thinking I was untouchable, thinking I was above everyone else.
Why should we unban you: This is now my 7th unban appeal since being banned on Kenzo Dotty. I want to be as truthful as possible and, to the best of my memory, include all the details of my situation with ban evading, including what happened before and during it, and how I have changed for the better.
I was banned back in September 2022 for ban evading, this was just after I was given a 6 month cooldown to appeal on a G3.4 OOC tweeting ban on a character called Meech Flenory. I made the most stupid decision of ban evading twice back to back in September, and I deeply regret these choices every day. I take full responsibility for what I chose to do and I can only say I am sorry for what I have done.
If I was given the choice to turn back time and continue with my original ban I would 100%. It's a constant reminder for me when I was way less educated and immature. It's also a constant reminder for me when I was in a very dark headspace, when I was selfish and only cared about what made myself happy.
I hate to see that these actions have portrayed me to be so evil and only caring about my own pleasure and well being, concentrating on my own advantage before anyone else's. I also understand how this has labelled me as a problem for the server, but this was only my fault for being so childish and careless. RPUK was one of my biggest escaped from reality. I was an evil little shit in the server and out of the server. I was acting out like a child because that's all I knew at the time. It was a normal reaction for me in everyday life. I lost being part of this community as well as friendships I had through this server and outside, because of the way I was acting towards everyone and everything. Some of my friends had seen the way I was acting and tried to warn me that I was going on a down slope but I didn't think anyone else's insight would help me, in fact I generally didn't care if it did. I hated the fact someone else knew better than me.
I would like you guys to know how and why I have changed. Many things in my life outside of RPUK has brought me to reality a lot more, instead of me living in my own world. I have faced many challenges and overcome them in the past 2 years. Adapting and converting to a much better person. Once I saw the light in life I started hearing people out more, everyone else's opinion actually mattered to me, having friends and family around me helped me so much in becoming a more understandable person. I prioritized this since finding out that it works better than anything else. Since changing my perspective of being happy I have gained many more friends and gained love from family which I hadn't had for years because of my actions in the past years. I want to say that right now in life I am very happy and can only wish on being like this forever.
I understand that what I have done to get into this position cannot be undone and I am not neglecting all the bans I have. I also understand the risk involved with this unban appeal for you and the community as a whole but with a bit of trust it can go a long way. I am extremely sorry for every single one of my actions leading to my ban in the past. I believe growth and change are the some of the most important parts of life. I understand that change like this can come as a shock but I hope you see it as a positive evolution in my life.
With the amount of unban appeals and tickets I have made I aim to try and rebuild a little bit of trust each time. I got much hunger to show how much I have changed to you guys and the community, I have thirst to show my new positive attitude to everyday life. I crave to be apart of the RPUK community and help build events and have a good time.
Rpuk is the only community I see myself being apart of in the future. I truly believe I could help in making it a better place for everyone involved. I would love to show the work I have done for the past couple years and to become consistent in these new techniques. I promise to be way more responsible and respectful towards everyone involved. I recognize that the trust for me may be low to none at all but I am here again and again trying to rebuild that trust we once had to prove myself and to show how someone can change from being in such a bad state.
Thank you for taking the time to read this appeal and hope ends meet. I am sincerely sorry for everything I have caused for you and the server. I hope you have a great day.
Ps Brought a tear to my eye writing this but I hope it brings a smile on your face. Thank you!
Please confirm that you have read the unban appeal process and rules: Yes
