Unban Appeal - Eze - GTA RP

[Eze]

Server: GTA RP
Character Name: Lukas Grey
Steam ID: 76561198206576113
Ban ID (just the numbers): rpuk16143
Ban Reason: C1.3 - OOC Abuse
Why do you think you were banned: I was banned due to misusing local OOC chat, and showing toxic behaviours towards another player due to a situation going in a way that I found unfair, letting my emotions get control of me at the time.
Why should we unban you: I understand that on my last appeal I was told that the doors to me have been closed. I now understand why this was taken, my history within the server has not been the best and I am sad to admit that, however I have been gone for over a year now and have done quite a lot of self reflection. I hope that whatever staff picks up this appeal can understand that I have used my time away to develop a new mindset and approach to roleplay.

Now in regards to my bans, I have been banned for C2.2, G2.4, G1.2, G2.4, C6.1, G1.2 and C1.3
The reasons for all of these bans have been just, there was a lot of moments in my time where I had lost my grip and let the game take too much of a hold of me and cause me to neglect how I should be responding to situations, rather than taking a moment to use logic. There were numerous times where I reacted out of emotion, like I have stated there were moments where I just let the game affect me too much.

The only ban I necessarily did not agree with was C6.1, Whilst I understand me breaching conditions may have seemed like I had done this on purpose, it really wasn’t, like I explained previously it was a mistake on my behalf, but I'm not trying to argue with this, just felt like I needed to explain myself here.

I have spent a lot of time away from the server, I have played numerous whitelisted servers in the time I have been banned and have bettered how I control my emotions when I am in roleplay. It’s been a good time being away allowing me to better how I act when in game and respond to situations

In retrospect, I thought my drop in roleplay standard was after I had left Cutlass, but in reality my roleplay did improve quite sufficiently as I gave myself a chance to develop a character, I'm not stating that my roleplay standard was low during my time in Cutlass, I mean that I had given myself the time to actually build my character rather than just focusing on being in a gang, and gang oriented roleplay.

For sometime I had an interesting story building up for myself, going from being suspended the NHS to building up my own pharmaceutical company with a friend after stealing supplies from the pharmacies and creating a somewhat premium bandage service / pharmaceuticals that generated quite a bit of revenue, however this business venture failed, after this I just roamed the streets encountering random aspects of roleplay with people I never thought I’d meet, which again continued to develop the story arc for my character “LG”, I met more and interacted with more people than I had during my time played on “Eze”.


With the time away from the community I saw the staff perspective how I was not contributing as I should be towards this community that opens its doors to everyone to experience.

I understand that staff may just see me as a toxic opportunity and doubt that I have changed my ways, but in reality the time away from this sever and exploring others to better my experience and the way I conduct myself has genuinely changed and improved. Whilst testing me might be a risk I can only offer to show you how much I have changed with my time away from the community.

I want to bring what I have learnt with the time away from the server and display that I know what high quality roleplay is, with this being said I am asking just for one more chance to prove that I can belong within this community and follow it’s rules accordingly, building new stories and progressing new developments with new people.

To whichever staff members chooses to deal with this appreciate the time you are putting in to read my appeal.
Please confirm that you have read the unban appeal process and rules: Yes

 

[Violet_]

Good morning @Eze
I hope you are well?

I don't think I need to explain your history of bans, you've covered them adequately enough.
You state you've changed, and granted - you might have - however I see no examples within this appeal to back that claim.

However, nothing has changed from your previous appeal. Especially as it seems to almost be a copy and paste of the previous.
This ban was 'the straw that broke the camels back', you could say.
This is why no further appeals will be entertained from you.
You have burnt that bridge.

DENIED