Server: Community Banned
Ban Reason: 1.6 community ban
Why do you think you were banned: Starting off with the facts, I was banned about 2 years ago for a year because I was essentially bullying an individual. In the beginning, this person had no involvement with myself but actually with one of my peers, but I escalated the situation without any facts or evidence, which caused my one year to become a permanent community ban.
Why should we unban you: First of all, I want to say that I've made an appeal about a year ago - when I was supposed to be originally unbanned for the year ban that I unfortunately raised to become a community ban - but for some reason my was flagged for AI... That appeal was not made with AI, but I may have reasons on which it may of triggered the AI detection. Before writing the appeal I was using a writing guide with filled in starting phrases, another reason on why it may of triggered the fact that I used grammarly grammar checking tool which all it does is fix your grammar and may add onto the script some words that are unused in normal texts that will make the appeal sound better and more professional. With these reasons, I will do my whole appeal without any grammar checkers or writing guide because there is no red lines to show spelling mistakes on the forums and instead read everything through back and check my grammar mistakes back.
To be honest, I thought I was instantly denied when I appealed first a year ago because I tried to log back into the account and I couldn't but about a couple of months back I checked the appeal and read the reason on why it was denied for the reason being "AI." I don't know how this will affect this appeal, but maybe you could understand what is happening and move on.
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Why should I be unbanned? Well I believe that I've served my punishment and learned from my mistakes of being an edgy teen on the net and move on remembering the good times I've had and the amazing times I've made for other people. From the bottom of my heart I truely know that I've made more peoples' days than make them feel down with roleplay. At the end of the day, people jump to this very server to fix their life issuses or even have fun and I was taking that for garanted. I understand that what I did that day was uncalled for and was a fairly long time ago but the person that I was effecting hopefully may forgive me even though I know they may not forget.
Looking back, I didn't just ruin the these fun times for myself but for others in a chain reaction. I've lost contact with friends and family, getting myself banned also caused my brother not not be able to play on the server and play with his people. Additionally, I honestly believe that I was a solid person to look up to as a roleplayer even if you may disagree, I've stragically made some interactions for the worse for myself to involve engagement with others, I was always looking up towards all types of scenarios even if they turn into the worse.
I am sorry to the people that I've lost trust with... About a week prior to the ban I was able to secure a spot, with a close roleplay friend, as a worker for a couple who were together in real life and in roleplay as a worker for their gas station, you might know who I am talking about as they are also staff members. I've build close relations with the couple online and even having a name for myself as the 'boy who stole my boyfriend.' At the time we've had many funny interactions, build trust and even tag along with eachother but unfortunately, the bridge that was build I put to flames. On the other hand, once I knew I was being punished I was able to leave some kind regards towards both of them before losing contact and hopefully one day I will be able to say sorry towards them again.
To the person on which I effected, I am sorry. I know you may not forget but at least forgive me for what I've caused. Maybe we can see each other again on better terms. Bullying isnt something which you should make fun of and knowing that everything was on the internet, who knows if what I said might of caused something serious in real life.
Maybe throughout all this rain a rainbow may appear. Instead of letting go be the ladder.
Please understand that I've grown up now and fully understood that my actions will have consequences and the fact that the first appeal wasn't at all 'AI,' and please forgive the grammar mistakes that I might of missed post finishing this text.
If I do get to have another chance back into the community I would like to say sorry to everyone that I've affected.
"Life is either a great adventure or nothing.” - Helen Keller
Please confirm that you have read the unban appeal process and rules: Yes
