Permanent Ban Appeal - Flowtalk_unban

[Flowtalk_unban]

In-game Name

Flowtalk

Steam ID

76561198272322398

Please provide a link to your previous denied appeal.

https://www.roleplay.co.uk
In your own words, please type why you think you were banned.

I was banned for being an immature and toxic idiot by posting a derogatory and just a really down right disrespectful post on the forums insulting certain individuals of the staff team, who if given the oppertunity i would love to have the chance to apologise and make amends.

What have you been upto in the last 6 months+ ?

Well I've finished my GCSEs and I've started my studying at Sixth form which has been interesting so far. I've also been working at maccies for the the past three or so months, tryna save some money for the future, and so far its been a decent first job

Why do you want to return ?

Its been almost a year since I was banned from RPUK, and to be completely honest, back when i was banned i didn't really have any interest in the server. But since then I've taken a massive break from PC in general and that, been focusing on getting myself through some stuff which seems to be getting better. I've just recently realised how much I've missed this community, the roleplay, the shenanigans and just the amount of fun I used to have whilst playing this server. A lot of friends that I had on this server have started to become active, and well this will be the first time I've come back to PC seriously for a while. I would like to have the chance to be able to be part of this community again, and show that I've changed from being immature.

Why should we unban you ?

It's been a good 9 months or so since I've been banned, and although this type of behaviour was not to be included in the mass unban, I would just like to opportunity to show that i truly have changed as a person since I was banned. Through getting a job and growing older and just experiencing more of life I feel like I've gained maturity since January. I would also like the opportunity to apologise to the staff members that I insulted personally, because what said and the images I produced were very toxic and insulting. Even back then I was able to roleplay, I was in the police, the NHS and even Poseidon, so i have the roleplay ability, but now i believe i also have gained some maturity too.

Please confirm this unban request is for you.

Yes

I have read and understand the unban appeal process

Yes

Please confirm you understand there is no timeframe for your appeal.

Yes

I confirm 6 months+ have passed since my denied appeal.

Yes

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Yes

 

[Wilco]

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Well firstly... I would love to know how you have gained maturity when you posted the above collage this January ?, There was also another image saying the holocaust never happened, I am guessing you didn't pay attention in school ?

Big Ian... Bloody hell your original with your old outdated content, unless of course your referring to my cock size.

Advising staff members to kill themselves and claiming another is a nonce.......... You have dug yourself in a bloody big hole here, I wonder for what gain ?

 

[Flowtalk_unban]

Well firstly... I would love to know how you have gained maturity when you posted the above collage this January ?

As for the reasoning behind that, I would not feel comfortable disusing that on a public appeal, but i would be more than willing to discuss that with you privately over PM or another private way of talking to you about it

Advising staff members to kill themselves and claiming another is a nonce.......... You have dug yourself in a bloody big hole here, I wonder for what gain ?

I know, looking back on what i said i am absolutely disgusted with the way I acted. It was no way to speak to anyone at all, let alone to people who are trying to upkeep and maintain this community run server. I have absolutely no excuse for what I said, nothing would ever be able to justify it, and for that all i can do is apologise to both the community and those staff members I insulted. I was a toxic prat, and looking back i genuinely dislike the person i was, the way i spoke to people and the way i acted in general, but since then believe I have changed. I would genuinely like the opportunity to personally apologise to each of the staff members involved, and attempt to mend some of the broken bridges.

Advising staff members to kill themselves

I now realise more than ever that saying that was my worst decision in this community, suicide is nothing to joke about and I'm so disappointed in my past self for spouting such intolerant rubbish. If I were to get unbanned, I can guarantee that i will be much much more respectful to those in the community, and I will be more respectful in my entire attitude in general too.

 

[Wilco]

As for the reasoning behind that, I would not feel comfortable disusing that on a public appeal, but i would be more than willing to discuss that with you privately over PM or another private way of talking to you about it

Oh now you want to do things in private.... I think you lost the rights for a private discussion the moment you posted your disgusting little collage... The pictures of staff don't matter but the content is fucked up

I know, looking back on what i said i am absolutely disgusted with the way I acted. It was no way to speak to anyone at all, let alone to people who are trying to upkeep and maintain this community run server. I have absolutely no excuse for what I said, nothing would ever be able to justify it, and for that all i can do is apologise to both the community and those staff members I insulted. I was a toxic prat, and looking back i genuinely dislike the person i was, the way i spoke to people and the way i acted in general, but since then believe I have changed. I would genuinely like the opportunity to personally apologise to each of the staff members involved, and attempt to mend some of the broken bridges.

No explanation of what went through your head when you opened paint and what you was attempting to gain from it, Its obvious you didn't want to get banned or want other community members linking your creation to you that's why you was naive and created a new forum account just to post it.

I now realise more than ever that saying that was my worst decision in this community, suicide is nothing to joke about and I'm so disappointed in my past self for spouting such intolerant rubbish. If I were to get unbanned, I can guarantee that i will be much much more respectful to those in the community, and I will be more respectful in my entire attitude in general too.

This is just same old... I would have a second yacht if i was paid a quid every time someone guaranteed me something they clearly do not mean or will keep.

Always my main concern is this community's members. If you are willing to go into a rage of any content your mind makes up about staff (using serious world events)... what happens when another member does something you do not agree with ?

 

[Flowtalk_unban]

Oh now you want to do things in private.... I think you lost the rights for a private discussion the moment you posted your disgusting little collage... The pictures of staff don't matter but the content is fucked up

I completely understand that I have lost my right for privacy, I just really don't feel comfortable discussing some of my mental health struggles in view of the entire community, i know that i don't deserve a single thing from this community, but please I would be more than willing to discuss it with you in more detail one on one because its a very touchy subject for me, but through some of the stuff i've seen and been through because of it has really helped me understand the extent to which insults and words can hurt someone, and that being respectful and kind is so so so much more important to me now; even a post like my disgusting one back in January has the potential to ruin someone's self confidence, and i now realise that so much.

No explanation of what went through your head when you opened paint and what you was attempting to gain from it, Its obvious you didn't want to get banned or want other community members linking your creation to you that's why you was naive and created a new forum account just to post it.

It was a decision made in a time where i had lost interest in the server, many of the people I had become friends with and played with on the server had either left the server or left Arma and PC in general. I had no right to do what i did, and this is no excuse for my actions, but that is what was going through my head. It was a foolish last toxic goodbye to the server, whilst assuming i would never come back and have to face up to the consequences of my post. But now after everything, looking at the horrible symbols I used, the horrible messages i spouted towards the staff team, I have never been more disappointed at my past self. Even though I had no interest in the server, that gave me no right top verbally abuse people who were just trying to keep the server running for the enjoyment of others. There's no denying it, I was a toxic person in an amazing community, and if i were willing to do something like that back then, then i didn't deserve to be a part of such a community. I know that everyone apologises for their actions over and over again, but conceivably thats all i can do, I would just like the opportunity to prove myself worthy of being of being part of such a community driven server. And as I believe in myself that I have matured a great deal since then, I know I would be so much more respectful within the community, rather than being toxic and disgusting towards other members, I would socialise and have fun with them. This is a server designed for people to enjoy themselves, and although I may have been a detriment in the past, I truly do believe that I have become a more respectful person

I know that its so easy for someone to promise the world and not deliver on a single part of it, but the only way to give someone the chance to prove themselves as being changed is by believing in their word, and I give you my word that I will do everything i can to be a respectful part of this amazing community. I'm done with being a toxic little prat, making fun of people and being 'edgy' just to impress people, I want to be appreciative of being a part of the community and be part of the reason that people enjoy this server

I apologise to everyone that I hurt within my post, and I genuinely hope that you didn't believe a word of what i said, because none of it was true. This server is not horrible, the admins don't deserve to be verbally abused, the staff team devote their own time to up keeping this server, and they are nothing but great because of that, so i just want to apolgise again, to the staff team, to you wilco, and most importantly the community for being a part of the problem of toxicity.

 

[Wilco]

@Flowtalk_unban In 5 and a half years we have all heard it before, its the same old boring content, all it displays is peoples own insecurities however your's just shown you have zero education 

Oh here goes... this will probably turn political 

Your little picture however was just disgusting... the one that said the "holocaust never happened" well i am off to Auschwitz later this week, I am not going to take pictures of some things out of respect but will most likely upload one or two here of the site and buildings so you can see some evidence to correct your mind.

In terms of this community being like Nazi Germany... you have no idea if it was like Nazi Germany you wouldn't of been banned you would of seen your loved ones lined up and shot dead in front you before you was shot dead... really isn't a comparison really with seeing "1.6" on your screen.

You sit there and joke about Jimmy Savilie but i bet you still watch the BBC, the corrupt left wing cooperation funded by you or your TV licences bill payer who allowed that to happen and turned a blind eye, Don't get the reference to be honest... a pathetic attempt to be as edgy as possible.

September 11th.... bet you wasn't even alive ? It happened on my first day of college, I watched the entire event... seen people jumping out of buildings because they didn't want to get burnt alive and you sit there and use that fucked up memory to reference "Wilco Airlines" crashing into your beloved little gang.

I think you need to go away and explore some documentary's, Educate yourself a little about what happened in the world to your fellow human beings, Do it today so you actually learn something from all of this.

 

[Flowtalk_unban]

I believe I am educated in those tragic events, I've been taught within school about the Holocaust, September 11th and much about nazi germay, I even met Zigi Shipper, a survivor of the Holocaust and was moved by his story. I am not denying that the holocaust happened, or that September 11th was funny, because that is incorrect. I guess I was just trying top be as edgy as possible, using these topics because they are some of the most well-known tragic events, and making jokes around them seemed like the easiest option. I don't beleive a word of what i sad, RPUK is no where near a fascist state where opposition is rounded up and executed, but instead listens to the community's voice (through the recent votes on the forums). 

I am extremely sorry for everything that I said, and I have completely recognised how offensive and disgusting my post was, and I genuinely have learned from these mistakes. If i was given another chance, I would never do anything like this again, and would follow all of the rules to the best of my ability. 

 

[Wilco]

I am glad you had some education into all of this, but that makes it even worse.... Especially meeting a survivor of the holocaust then making a picture saying it never happened.

It doesn't make you edgy my friend it just makes you a shitty person and you should be fucking ashamed.

I would suggest uninstalling photoshop or never opening paint again, If so much as make a little comment or joke about any of those events again you wont ever return here now behave and PM me your forum account link and ill unban that

 

[Wilco]

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