Permanent Ban Appeal - Atek (Unbanned)

[Atek]

In-game Name

Atek

Steam ID

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Please provide a link to your previous denied appeal.

https://www.roleplay.co.uk/topic/94657-permanent-ban-appeal-atek-denied/?tab=comments#comment-552195
In your own words, please type why you think you were banned.

I honestly have no idea why I was banned last, Ive been such a nuisance in the past I’m not sure what the original ban was for. I cannot for the life of me remember.

What have you been upto in the last 6 months+ ?

In my education I’ve started taking up A levels in psychology, Maths and English, rediscovered my love for football and joined my local club and started training daily since it didn’t come home, and I think the more relevant thing Ive been doing is genuinely trying to better myself as a person and changing the way I interact with people and the attitude I have when doing so, this urge to better myself came after I fell out with some of my pals and for once I asked myself what I was guilty of and what I could have done to stop that situation that happened, happening causing me to lose a couple mates. I took responsibility and realised that if one person thinks you come across in a certain way, and 100 others don’t, it’s probably just them, but if 100 people agree... well then it’s time to take a look at yourself and see what your doing to make those people see you that way. Now 100 people didn’t agree with my old mates that I fell out with, but I’m sure you understand what I’m getting at. My life has changed in the time
I’ve been away from RPUK and I’m a better person because of it, I’m a lot more considerate and understanding, I think before I speak and admit when I’m wrong quickly, Like everyone I have my faults of course, but now I recognise them, admit them and make a continuous effort to change them. And I think that’s the biggest thing I’ve been doing, learning this new mentality. I think it’s obvious but I didn’t do this to play Altis life, I haven’t played any game for 6 months easily, my pc is broken, I just want to be part of this community again.

Why do you want to return ?

Because I want to be apart of RPUK again, I sincerely would love to make up for all the trouble I caused and my reputation here is damaged beyond repair I’m sure but I want to prove that I’m not the same immature child I used to be and that people can change. I’d love the opportunity to become staff and give back for all the times the staff here had to put up with me. It’s a long shot but still. I want to see all my old mates if they are still about too, if any of you guys I played with 2 years ago or so I still knocking about and see this send me a message. Writing this right now, I don’t have much more reason to return, the biggest one is to be apart of the community again and try to give back, I understand this same pitch might be recycled over and over again in the unban forums but I say all of this with 100% honesty and sincerity.

Why should we unban you ?

Well to be honest I don’t know, I’m willing to prove I’ve changed by any means and I would be a great member of this community if given the opportunity after the countless chances I’ve wasted and thrown back in the staffs face, I understand that this may seem like I’m just saying whatever I think the staff would want to hear but I do feel deeply sorry to whoever I was ever rude to who was literally just donating their time to let me enjoy the community, I was so ungrateful and I really am sorry to those people but I can guarantee my attitude has changed and I’m no longer that type of person. I don’t want to ramble on and I don’t really know how in detail I’m expected to go with my responses here, If anything here that I’ve wrote needs more details then I’m happy to do that. I just don’t know what else to say to justify being unbanned, I know In myself I wouldn’t repeat the same stupid, careless mistakes I made but you don’t know that, and therefore that isn’t a reason why I should be unbanned so I don’t really have one. I’m not lazy and don’t mind writing another 1000 words if need be.
Thank you have a good one boys

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I have read and understand the unban appeal process

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Please confirm you understand there is no timeframe for your appeal.

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I confirm 6 months+ have passed since my denied appeal.

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[Wilco]

Come on.... you cannot be that forgetful

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[Atek]

@Wilco I would like the opportunity to write my wrongs, I know I caused trouble by just having a poor attitude, I remember being inconsistent with my standard of rp and I know I rdm'd a streamer on stream and then said some insult to him and shot him in the head to finish him, this is obviously unjustifiable however It is still understandable, when looking at the situation through my past, childlike, short tempered, perspective.

The streamer was screaming, being purposely irritating  and following our group around for about 5 mins from one town to another  and rather than ignoring him, talking to him, or asking him nicely to leave us alone, I exploded, got sick of him and give some minimal rp initiation which was drown out by a heli then said something vulgar and ended him. Of course I should have known better and wished It didnt happen but I cannot remember if that was the final straw that broke the camels back or If I was rude to vlad after and thats what did It, I seriously cannot remember.

Regardless I take full responsibility for that interaction and only I should be held accountable, I did apologize to the streamer and got my buddy Khalifa to give him 100k after I got banned though, this dosent make it okay, but It does show that even back then I wasnt a remorseless rule breaker, I felt bad afterwards, I felt bad that I made someone elses night worse, I wasnt a troll. It was quite a while ago now so it is very blurred now. but all of this is my raw honest perspective of the event to my memory.

Ive had time away to mature, I would now be able to return as a rule abiding member of the community, I wish I never played on rpuk in 2015, and to be honest im truly embarrassed of the person I was, I wouldnt blame the community for turning me away even if I did get unbanned but please understand that I never once came into this community with the intention to cause anyone problems or displeasure I was selfish and only interested in my own pleasure, this selfishness blinded me and disabled my ability to follow the rules correctly, or even just show basic respect to those I disagreed with.

 I cant change the past but what I can control is the present, and future, even though my reputation is damaged permanently I would love to show the veterans of RPUK Ive changed and am ready to rejoin the community and make a positive impact.

Quick edit, Is there any chance I could be given the privileged opportunity to enter the NHS rehabilitation program? I was a very good roleplayer (when I wanted to be) and I would like to prove that, and I have no interest in any gang activity that could get me in hot water if unbanned.

 

[Wilco]

@Atek Going to give you another chance, Please re-read the rules and remember to roleplay at all times at the best quality you can.

RDM will not be tolerated here, your not stupid and you know what will happen if you get rebanned for this.