- Location
- Leicester
Unban Appeal for Kev Karma_UNBAN
In-game Name: Kev Karma
Server: GTA RP
Steam ID: 76561198071011322
Ban ID: !!rpuk12205!!
Reason given for your ban: G2.3, C1.6
In your own words, please type why you think you were banned.: I was banned for talking out of character when I got annoyed someone didn't value their life. And then received a C1,6 ban for joking with a admin in vc
Why should we unban you ?: To start off I was initially banned for breaking G2.3 I shouldn't of talked out of character, at the time I didn't think about it because I was annoyed he ruined my rp but I also thought things I said could be seen as rp like why u running ur fked (im gonna cut u), but after rewatching the clip I really talked out of character. I'm sorry for letting my frustration get the best of me and since my last ban I've done everything in my power to give everyone a amazing rp experience and let ketaminkev become a big part of the city. I never encountered a issue like this before and I really didn't deal with it right. I understand the 2week ban. I messed up and I learn from what I've done wrong as with past bans.
I know I shouldn’t be making this appeal as I've already made one but I would like to fight for what I think is right, I understand I have a bad past with bans, and I'm not the brightest person in the world, But I've learnt from all of them and I've always been improving from ban to ban, as for the 2 week ban it was deserved and I understand it, but the C1.6 ban I was given I feel a need to fight for it because I didn’t have any bad intentions to the server, C1.6 Community Ban - The Staff Team may remove any member from the servers and community at any time if they are considered disruptive to the community or we have a valid reason to believe they are here to cause issues, I didn’t do this at all I don’t know how I can defend myself enough as I already have its you guys opinion about what I said being taken out of context, It was a joke and If it wasn’t I would be completely fine with the consequence, I really wish to just speak my mind and find common ground with you admins about this situation and sort it out as I love this server and I hate being banned for something I didn’t intend to come across as something it wasn’t, I believe in the fair ban system and its been working for you guys ever since arma, but sometimes there can be a unfair ban it happens no matter how proof a system is something can be unjustified, I am no threat to the community and I love everyone never had a issue with someone from roleplay.co.uk, I love being a part of this city and everyday ketaminkev becomes more and more of a part of the vibrant city you and us as a community have created. I made this for joking to mike in vc, I told him id give him 1500 euros, and I'm from Leicester so we don't use euros, firstly idk if its clipped but I'm clearly joking and I went on to joke about how i turned the rules into a audio book, secondly why would i try buy away a ban when u have a fair system in place that would flag if i randomly got unbanned>??? and the admins know I'm on a 2week ban anyway? why would i give someone 1500 euros when I have no money to get unbanned a week early>?? I feel like this is unfair I was just in voice chat and wanted to joke around. and who in their right mind would spend 1500 euros to get back into a server when I only had a few days of a ban left, this seems completely unfair and unjustified it seems like someone, or multiple people want me out there's no way you and the guy involved can't see it was a joke???? it's so blatantly obvious it's a joke really just seems like someone has a problem with me? all I do on the dc is take the piss I always chat out my ass? Literally they could of just got me in a call with u lot talk about how u didn't find the joke funny and then let me know them kind of jokes are not tolerable, as C1.6 states it's about the community, I love this server and I hate every other city I've tried this is the only city that is enjoyable, I love u all even if u don't love me, I promise you it was a joke, and even went on to chat more bollocks after I made that comment about 1500 like come on I had a few days left it was like 6in the morning I was bored I have fun joke rp with the admin involved so i thought it was fine to be in a call and joke with him just wanted to socialise while being banned from the server. I just wanna sort this out in a mature way, I always look up to how you guys enforce the rules even when its banning me, but for this ban I really can't see how its justified, feels pretty unfair to me and I just wanna talk and sort it out because I really don't understand why Mike has taken it like this.
This server meant so much to me more than anyone can comprehend, I may be sick or mentally ill in most people’s eyes, but my obsession with this server gave me a glimpse of happiness, gave me a reason to get out of bed in the morning, I’ve always suffered from adhd and ocd and thru my life I started to struggle doing normal things, got addicted to drugs at a young age and seeks adrenaline and thrills through my life that lead me down a destructive path, I lost everyone close to me along the way, friendships, relationships and family, I got to a point where I was fked and alone, I gamed slightly but nothing was enjoyable anymore, and as weird as it might sound this server brought out a spark in me, it actually made me happy, and nothing has come close, why I don’t know, I tend to fixate on something thru my life and that one obsession gets me thru the days, and it has been roleplay.co.uk, it was perfect to me even if it’s not perfect, it just ticked all my boxes and gave me that serotonin and dopamine I craved from life, since the ban I have been a mess, sleepless nights and going crazy trying to find something to keep me going, I can’t I’ve tried other city’s I’ve tried other games, I hate it all, I can’t get the buzz I got from this server anywhere else.
And I agree with my first ban but I promise you from the bottom of my heart, I was joking about what I said to Mike in vc, I swear on everything I am that it was a joke and I was just pissing about, I know I’m not okay in the head and I need to sort my life out but it’s a long process and I’m trying my best, but roleplay.co.uk has given me something to get me out of bed. I have no motivation to do anything. I don't want to get out of bed anymore, I don't want to go out, I've lost all interest in previous hobbies. I have no skill in anything even when I try so hard. This server made me wake up and not feel miserable for once. I'm so done and tired with this life that I live. I'm so tired of waking up every day and repeating the same Boring miserable day over and over again. I can’t go back to the self-destructive druggie I once was, there are all these people saying, "life gets better" and "it's just a bad day, not a bad life". How many bad days are there? Why can't I have one good day. Why can't I live a life where I don't always have to be perfect? Why can't I be like everyone else? No matter how much I believe, I don't think it will ever get better. I try so hard. I try to be perfect. I try to be happy, it's crazy how weird life is sometimes. I’ve had to deal with so much bullshit my whole life either from my dad, or horrible “friends” that just used me for drugs or for what I could give, and now it feels like even my escape the game I enjoyed and needed, it feels like I’m getting hurt by something I never thought could hurt me, it’s just a game, but it’s so much more to me than that, it’s my recovery, it’s my sanctuary. I'm not happy anymore. I never am. It's so hard to live a life where no matter what you do, it's always the same outcome. I can try but there's no point considering I always fail. I have nobody by my side, and when I did,
I failed to see that i fucked it up. I want to be good enough. I try so hard to be good enough, but it's never enough. I'm never enough. I can't be good at anything. So many sleepless nights, so much hard work and effort. So many days lost just to lose. I know nobody's perfect but I'm so far from it. I want to feel sum for once. I plead every single day that things will change for me, but it never does. I don't really know why I'm still hoping. Still giving. Still trying. I don't even know why I'm still living. Like why am I actually here? I feel as if I deserve it. I feel like it's my fault. I try to keep everyone happy and give them what they want, but they want perfect. N that's not me. My mind is a mess. So many excuses are put out there just because people don't want to face the odds, yk now I don't blame them. It's so hard waking up and knowing if you did something differently then everything would have been fine. It's so hard waking up knowing that it was your fault. But with this ban I really didn’t have any bad intentions; I didn’t mean to come across as serious. I don’t just want this server, I need it, as much as I don’t want to and as much as I feel like you may just laugh at my desperation, there are feelings and emotions behind it all, I’m a human, and I just want this one escape back it’s all I ask, I will do anything and or agree to terms to just be able to get this happiness back.
I'm just looking for us to understand each other and really help sort this situation out because I love everything about this community and I want to come back into the city when I was intended to come back, as I've said I promise you everything in vc was a joke and I didn’t have any reason to not joke about such things at the time. I am reappealing because no one seems to want to listen to my side I've tried dming lead admins and trying to contact mike, all I can do to argue my side now is open this appeal and I have waited till the 12th to do so as my initial ban was for this date. I'm sorry if I wrote a lot and if none of this even matter to you, but I will fight for this because in my heart I know I didn’t mean anything bad as the way he took it, I want to fight for this server because its helped me so much and I want it to keep on helping me through my journey inside the city and also outside the city, It hurts me a lot more than it should to have to not be able to come into the city, it's something that really gave me a reason to get up and out of bed as for the recent weeks, I believe in the fair system for bans but please see how this one wasn’t as fair as it should be, I promise you all it was a joke.
Please don’t use me waffling in a vc against me, I meant no harm what so ever im a person that was bored waiting for the day to appeal and I saw people in vc and just wanted to mess around, im gutted and shocked when I got banned for it, I genuinely wouldn’t have any intentions like this ever and I promise you that, I love this server and community and I would never try and make someone uncomfortable or intentionally try cheat the system i respect everyone and always have I’m just a bit loonie and I’m so sorry for that I didn’t see how others would take how I talked and how I mess around seriously but please please don’t use it against me
Please confirm that you have read the unban appeal process and rules: Yes
In-game Name: Kev Karma
Server: GTA RP
Steam ID: 76561198071011322
Ban ID: !!rpuk12205!!
Reason given for your ban: G2.3, C1.6
In your own words, please type why you think you were banned.: I was banned for talking out of character when I got annoyed someone didn't value their life. And then received a C1,6 ban for joking with a admin in vc
Why should we unban you ?: To start off I was initially banned for breaking G2.3 I shouldn't of talked out of character, at the time I didn't think about it because I was annoyed he ruined my rp but I also thought things I said could be seen as rp like why u running ur fked (im gonna cut u), but after rewatching the clip I really talked out of character. I'm sorry for letting my frustration get the best of me and since my last ban I've done everything in my power to give everyone a amazing rp experience and let ketaminkev become a big part of the city. I never encountered a issue like this before and I really didn't deal with it right. I understand the 2week ban. I messed up and I learn from what I've done wrong as with past bans.
I know I shouldn’t be making this appeal as I've already made one but I would like to fight for what I think is right, I understand I have a bad past with bans, and I'm not the brightest person in the world, But I've learnt from all of them and I've always been improving from ban to ban, as for the 2 week ban it was deserved and I understand it, but the C1.6 ban I was given I feel a need to fight for it because I didn’t have any bad intentions to the server, C1.6 Community Ban - The Staff Team may remove any member from the servers and community at any time if they are considered disruptive to the community or we have a valid reason to believe they are here to cause issues, I didn’t do this at all I don’t know how I can defend myself enough as I already have its you guys opinion about what I said being taken out of context, It was a joke and If it wasn’t I would be completely fine with the consequence, I really wish to just speak my mind and find common ground with you admins about this situation and sort it out as I love this server and I hate being banned for something I didn’t intend to come across as something it wasn’t, I believe in the fair ban system and its been working for you guys ever since arma, but sometimes there can be a unfair ban it happens no matter how proof a system is something can be unjustified, I am no threat to the community and I love everyone never had a issue with someone from roleplay.co.uk, I love being a part of this city and everyday ketaminkev becomes more and more of a part of the vibrant city you and us as a community have created. I made this for joking to mike in vc, I told him id give him 1500 euros, and I'm from Leicester so we don't use euros, firstly idk if its clipped but I'm clearly joking and I went on to joke about how i turned the rules into a audio book, secondly why would i try buy away a ban when u have a fair system in place that would flag if i randomly got unbanned>??? and the admins know I'm on a 2week ban anyway? why would i give someone 1500 euros when I have no money to get unbanned a week early>?? I feel like this is unfair I was just in voice chat and wanted to joke around. and who in their right mind would spend 1500 euros to get back into a server when I only had a few days of a ban left, this seems completely unfair and unjustified it seems like someone, or multiple people want me out there's no way you and the guy involved can't see it was a joke???? it's so blatantly obvious it's a joke really just seems like someone has a problem with me? all I do on the dc is take the piss I always chat out my ass? Literally they could of just got me in a call with u lot talk about how u didn't find the joke funny and then let me know them kind of jokes are not tolerable, as C1.6 states it's about the community, I love this server and I hate every other city I've tried this is the only city that is enjoyable, I love u all even if u don't love me, I promise you it was a joke, and even went on to chat more bollocks after I made that comment about 1500 like come on I had a few days left it was like 6in the morning I was bored I have fun joke rp with the admin involved so i thought it was fine to be in a call and joke with him just wanted to socialise while being banned from the server. I just wanna sort this out in a mature way, I always look up to how you guys enforce the rules even when its banning me, but for this ban I really can't see how its justified, feels pretty unfair to me and I just wanna talk and sort it out because I really don't understand why Mike has taken it like this.
This server meant so much to me more than anyone can comprehend, I may be sick or mentally ill in most people’s eyes, but my obsession with this server gave me a glimpse of happiness, gave me a reason to get out of bed in the morning, I’ve always suffered from adhd and ocd and thru my life I started to struggle doing normal things, got addicted to drugs at a young age and seeks adrenaline and thrills through my life that lead me down a destructive path, I lost everyone close to me along the way, friendships, relationships and family, I got to a point where I was fked and alone, I gamed slightly but nothing was enjoyable anymore, and as weird as it might sound this server brought out a spark in me, it actually made me happy, and nothing has come close, why I don’t know, I tend to fixate on something thru my life and that one obsession gets me thru the days, and it has been roleplay.co.uk, it was perfect to me even if it’s not perfect, it just ticked all my boxes and gave me that serotonin and dopamine I craved from life, since the ban I have been a mess, sleepless nights and going crazy trying to find something to keep me going, I can’t I’ve tried other city’s I’ve tried other games, I hate it all, I can’t get the buzz I got from this server anywhere else.
And I agree with my first ban but I promise you from the bottom of my heart, I was joking about what I said to Mike in vc, I swear on everything I am that it was a joke and I was just pissing about, I know I’m not okay in the head and I need to sort my life out but it’s a long process and I’m trying my best, but roleplay.co.uk has given me something to get me out of bed. I have no motivation to do anything. I don't want to get out of bed anymore, I don't want to go out, I've lost all interest in previous hobbies. I have no skill in anything even when I try so hard. This server made me wake up and not feel miserable for once. I'm so done and tired with this life that I live. I'm so tired of waking up every day and repeating the same Boring miserable day over and over again. I can’t go back to the self-destructive druggie I once was, there are all these people saying, "life gets better" and "it's just a bad day, not a bad life". How many bad days are there? Why can't I have one good day. Why can't I live a life where I don't always have to be perfect? Why can't I be like everyone else? No matter how much I believe, I don't think it will ever get better. I try so hard. I try to be perfect. I try to be happy, it's crazy how weird life is sometimes. I’ve had to deal with so much bullshit my whole life either from my dad, or horrible “friends” that just used me for drugs or for what I could give, and now it feels like even my escape the game I enjoyed and needed, it feels like I’m getting hurt by something I never thought could hurt me, it’s just a game, but it’s so much more to me than that, it’s my recovery, it’s my sanctuary. I'm not happy anymore. I never am. It's so hard to live a life where no matter what you do, it's always the same outcome. I can try but there's no point considering I always fail. I have nobody by my side, and when I did,
I failed to see that i fucked it up. I want to be good enough. I try so hard to be good enough, but it's never enough. I'm never enough. I can't be good at anything. So many sleepless nights, so much hard work and effort. So many days lost just to lose. I know nobody's perfect but I'm so far from it. I want to feel sum for once. I plead every single day that things will change for me, but it never does. I don't really know why I'm still hoping. Still giving. Still trying. I don't even know why I'm still living. Like why am I actually here? I feel as if I deserve it. I feel like it's my fault. I try to keep everyone happy and give them what they want, but they want perfect. N that's not me. My mind is a mess. So many excuses are put out there just because people don't want to face the odds, yk now I don't blame them. It's so hard waking up and knowing if you did something differently then everything would have been fine. It's so hard waking up knowing that it was your fault. But with this ban I really didn’t have any bad intentions; I didn’t mean to come across as serious. I don’t just want this server, I need it, as much as I don’t want to and as much as I feel like you may just laugh at my desperation, there are feelings and emotions behind it all, I’m a human, and I just want this one escape back it’s all I ask, I will do anything and or agree to terms to just be able to get this happiness back.
I'm just looking for us to understand each other and really help sort this situation out because I love everything about this community and I want to come back into the city when I was intended to come back, as I've said I promise you everything in vc was a joke and I didn’t have any reason to not joke about such things at the time. I am reappealing because no one seems to want to listen to my side I've tried dming lead admins and trying to contact mike, all I can do to argue my side now is open this appeal and I have waited till the 12th to do so as my initial ban was for this date. I'm sorry if I wrote a lot and if none of this even matter to you, but I will fight for this because in my heart I know I didn’t mean anything bad as the way he took it, I want to fight for this server because its helped me so much and I want it to keep on helping me through my journey inside the city and also outside the city, It hurts me a lot more than it should to have to not be able to come into the city, it's something that really gave me a reason to get up and out of bed as for the recent weeks, I believe in the fair system for bans but please see how this one wasn’t as fair as it should be, I promise you all it was a joke.
Please don’t use me waffling in a vc against me, I meant no harm what so ever im a person that was bored waiting for the day to appeal and I saw people in vc and just wanted to mess around, im gutted and shocked when I got banned for it, I genuinely wouldn’t have any intentions like this ever and I promise you that, I love this server and community and I would never try and make someone uncomfortable or intentionally try cheat the system i respect everyone and always have I’m just a bit loonie and I’m so sorry for that I didn’t see how others would take how I talked and how I mess around seriously but please please don’t use it against me
Please confirm that you have read the unban appeal process and rules: Yes
