Eze
Well-known member
- Location
- The Gaza Strip
Server: GTA RP
Character Name: Lukas Grey
Steam ID: 76561198206576113
Ban ID (just the numbers): rpuk16143
Ban Reason: C1.3 - OOC Abuse
Why do you think you were banned: I was banned due to misusing local OOC chat, and showing toxic behaviours towards another player due to a situation going in a way that I found unfair, letting my emotions get control of me at the time.
Why should we unban you: I understand that on my last appeal I was told that the doors for me have been closed. I now understand why this was taken, my history within the server has not been the best and I am sad to admit that, however I have been gone for around 8 months now and have done quite a lot of self reflection. I hope that whatever staff picks up this appeal can see that I am not past redemption.
Now in regards to my bans, I have been banned for C2.2, G2.4, G1.2, G2.4, C6.1, G1.2 and C1.3
The reasons for all of these bans have been just, there was a lot of moments in my time where I had lost my grip and let the game take too much of a hold of me and cause me to neglect how I should be responding to situations, rather than taking a moment to use logic , whilst there was some underlying issues that I don't necessarily wish to address on the forums however, If staff want a further explanation I don't mind disclosing in private. Whilst I'm not here to pin the blame on an excuse I won't deny that it had some form of impact. However, this is not the only reason that caused me to react out of emotion, like I have stated there were moments where I just let the game affect me too much.
The only ban I necessarily did not agree with was C6.1, Whilst I understand me breaching conditions may have seemed like I had done this on purpose, it really wasn’t, like I explained previously it was a mistake on my behalf, but I'm not trying to argue with this, just felt like I needed to explain myself here.
Being away from the server has been good for me however, I won't deny I do miss being within this community, even whilst banned and told the doors have been closed for me I have remained within the community on the forums and sometimes in the discord.
In retrospect, I thought my drop in roleplay standard was after I had left Cutlass, but in reality my roleplay did improve quite sufficiently as I gave myself a chance to develop a character, i'm not stating that my roleplay standard was low during my time in Cutlass, I mean that I had given myself the time to actually build my character rather than just focusing on being in a gang, and gang oriented roleplay.
For sometime I had an interesting story building up for myself, going from being suspended the NHS to building up my own pharmaceutical company with a friend after stealing supplies from the pharmacies and creating a somewhat premium bandage service / pharmaceuticals that generated quite a bit of revenue, however this business venture failed, after this I just roamed the streets encountering random aspects of roleplay with people I never thought I’d meet, which again continued to develop the story arc for my character “LG”, I met more and interacted with more people than I had during my time played on “Eze”.
Like I’ve stated I’ve been gone for about 8 months and during this time I have spent some time away from PC, Initially I thought I’d stick around the RP scene and try to appeal my ban for OOC abuse after a month or two as at the time to me it seemed like a petty ban, but after it was denied and I was told that the doors are no longer open to me, I had decided to take a small break, but in the end I decided to come back to the rp scene and continue to explore within other communities. The issue is, none of them feel like RPUK, this is a place where I developed a lot of stories and met a lot of people I now consider friends. I’ve stated I have taken some time to self reflect on my time within this community and had seen where I went wrong, I saw the staff perspective how I was not contributing as I should be towards this community that opens its doors to everyone to experience.
I understand that staff may just see me as a red flag and doubt that I could change the perspective I had shown towards the community.
But in reality these 8 months have been an eye opener for me on what I had done wrong within this community and I want to right those wrongs. I understand this is a longshot of me asking for one more chance, but it is something I want to ask the staff for. Whatever I can do to attempt to even try and regain trust with staff I am willing to do, I'm not here attempting to stake false claims, I mean everything I have said within this appeal. I do hope for a chance at redemption and I do hope I can be granted the chance to showcase that I have learnt from my mistakes.
I know that I can be a good member of this community and showcase a high level of roleplay for people to experience and enjoy.
Thank you for taking the time to read.
Please confirm that you have read the unban appeal process and rules: Yes
