Unban Appeal - 13YearsASlave - GTA RP - Denied

[13YearsASlave]

Server: GTA RP
Character Name: kane knight
Steam ID: 76561198158524118
Ban ID (just the numbers): 17644
Ban Reason: C1.2 religious discrimination
Why do you think you were banned: banned for which i thought was a simple laugh but was some sensitive humour with a friend something that had zero context to other around myself and i didnt consider the peoples feelings or how it would offend them
Why should we unban you: Its shames me to have to be here for a 2nd time especially after i had said i wouldn't be writing an appeal and that i was in fact done with the server and community with all my years spent in it . Clearly seeing theres an appeal this isnt the case and in fact i am not done and i would like to start via stating i am far from racist or against any religions i grew up in both catholic and Muslim households/community's. secondly i would like to apologise to sky and anyone else whom may of been offended via the words i said but this could of maby been sorted via a good talk and educating myself on how i offended yourself and how what i said was wrong or maby i could of explained my apologise and explained the back story or situation but i understand it wasnt the place nor time to make such comments infront of the few amount of people or in the server at all and my ignorance to the situation but i will also say i was whispering to keep the joke contained sadly someone else got involved i thought they saw the funnier side of it .those kind of comments should be kept private away from inside the server . I would like to state the comments i made wasnt an intention act of any kind of religious discrimination nor did i mean to offend anyone other then i got was to into something a funny idea popped in my head and i didnt think before making actions in result here i am something which now no matter the crowd shouldnt be happening and in fact il make sure to try at the best of my ability to never happen again given the fact i have mental disability which sometimes prohibits myself from filtering my actions something which i happen to struggle with in alot of irl todays society ive managed years of being in the community being able to control said behaviour but with an irl event happening very recently i had decided to not bother , not expecting anyone to take major offence due to the serious rp aspect of the server and given the fact ive seen many people roleplaying worser things and it being ok(to the people around them clearly) but i wont be following by there example and will be bettering myself acting on my own accord the right way following all the rules.
There are a few things ive learned from this some which ive already said and the fact not all roleplay is acceptable even with a private back story giving the situation not everyone is aware of the full context and take things to offence even if not ment to.
The server somehow means alot to myself as said previously and to everyone whos checked up on myself i was fully done hoping to move on and play other games something which ive found recently i aint enjoying and The city was a major part of my social life as i live miles from all my family and friends this would be a place i would come after work to relax and silence parts of my brain and just have a great laugh especially when it came down to the times where ive felt mentally drained or having concerning thoughts the city was always the right place to remove thought and would always find the right place and people to have fun .
enough of the sob story nd shit but i will say that having me back in the city wouldnt be a mistake made or regretted via the staff team , for the people who know me and even the fresh baldies ive always tried to make Roleplay fun and interactive both sides aside from the standard hands up or you hurt my friend now you die ive always tried to bring a positive outlook for people when they are met with myself and sadly the one time i dive into a majorly sensitive subject i simply fucked about and found out.
i take full responceablity for my actions and i understand why this rules is in place some people come here to escape the real life and shouldnt be met with such comments that may be effecting them irl and if people was to experience said situations it may give them a negative view and might make them not wish to stay in the city.
Please confirm that you have read the unban appeal process and rules: Yes

 

[PsianaRama]

I think what this boils down to is there is a time and a place for inside jokes.

From the report I understand this WAS an inside joke between yourself and Qai.
HOWEVER, we have the discrimination rule for a reason.

I appreciate that you've put lots of effort in here and actually answered a lot of the questions I typically ask.

Within the report you said something that struck me as slightly worrying though.

now i do know to make sure to be carefull about the things said and done around yourself

You specifically made a point to not say certain things around a singular player.
As if to say I'll still say it just not around you

That worries me slightly as we've established this isn't something we want said on the server at all.
It also could be seen as - You reported me ooc I'm gonna change my rp around you now in case you report me again.

Can you go into why you said that?
And how will we know you won't continue to make jokes (inside jokes or not) or use discriminatory language in "private"

 

[13YearsASlave]

At the time i was quite arrogant and was slighty pissed and at the time i felt singled out after seeing numerous situations that could be considered discriminatory and i had understanding there was a certain time place and crowd for such jokes or rp
After talking in a ticket and people i know, i now know this isnt the case and isnt acceptable at all no matter whos about
Going forward i will make sure jokes of the kind stay out of the server and community given as it means quite alot to myself that and i wouldnt want to put another person in a position they feel uncomfortable/upset/uneasy in the server we are all here to have fun and enjoy ourselfs and i wouldnt want to take that from someone or get myself excluded again

 

[Danoo]

Good morning @13YearsASlave , I hope all is well!

I'm really gutted to see you here to be honest, your roleplay is usually outstanding - I'd have hoped by now that you'd have known this isn't the kind of jokes we'd want within the community as Gee said.

At the time, did you not think at all about any of the other players around you not included in this "joke"?

 

[13YearsASlave]

ello dano ima say good night
To start ima be honest and say im quite gutted and disappointed myself as this isnt a usual event for me and now fully understand no matter the context or value that those types of comments/jokes/rp isnt welcome here anywhere . Given what you ask ""did you not think at all about any of the other players around you not included in this "joke"?"" all honestly there was a reason i was on whisper as i didnt want the whole place listening and at the time with there being just my club members (who knew the joke) and 2 bystanders nearby i thought it was safe given they initially was laughing which encouraged me more, i cant lie looking back and having in depth conversations with people has opened my eyes and made me realise more how it wasnt ok and i can assure you a situation like this or jokes of the sort wouldnt happen again as said before my understanding was there is a time and place and certain people whom its is ok to do around but now i understand this aint the case and more of the fact people who dont take offence or dont care just dont report and deal with it when in reality it shouldnt be happening at all which has educated me a little and i wont be taking influence from other high valued role-players

 

[Stavik]

Since you decide to be an ass in Groups i have removed you from Groups and you can appeal in 6 months from now.

See you next year!