- Location
- oxfordshire
Hi guys I want to join the police again but im still blacklisted i really want to talk to someone about it.
I really want to re join and if I was allowed back in I would need some sort of mentor to push me. See my dyspraxia can hold be back from tome to time thats whyi really stopped playing anymore I have trouble finding the confidence in being a good police officer in game and I was always worrying about making mistakes all the time and doing things wrong in game. I just should of told you guys the truth really. I dont tell people about my disability because im to scared to see peoples reactions and what they think about me as a person with my disability. with all the new ranks and learning it will take me a while getting PC but thats the way my disability is it will also effect my reactions i can be quite slow on the keyboard and mouse at times but its just the way i am really. I also believe that Im autistic as well which is properly why i come out with stupid comments and do not really think first so i am sorry if i have upset anyone in the past about it when i was in the police. I've been here almost 3 years now people have always seen a spark in me when it comes to me being a police officer but it just takes me a lot longer for that spark to come out.
in great faith and honesty
Timmy Former SPC of Athria.
I really want to re join and if I was allowed back in I would need some sort of mentor to push me. See my dyspraxia can hold be back from tome to time thats whyi really stopped playing anymore I have trouble finding the confidence in being a good police officer in game and I was always worrying about making mistakes all the time and doing things wrong in game. I just should of told you guys the truth really. I dont tell people about my disability because im to scared to see peoples reactions and what they think about me as a person with my disability. with all the new ranks and learning it will take me a while getting PC but thats the way my disability is it will also effect my reactions i can be quite slow on the keyboard and mouse at times but its just the way i am really. I also believe that Im autistic as well which is properly why i come out with stupid comments and do not really think first so i am sorry if i have upset anyone in the past about it when i was in the police. I've been here almost 3 years now people have always seen a spark in me when it comes to me being a police officer but it just takes me a lot longer for that spark to come out.
in great faith and honesty
Timmy Former SPC of Athria.