Peppa Pig
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I`ve decided to write this forum post today instead of tomorrow because I want to enjoy my last day (Thursday) here in RPUK for at least the next 4 months with out having to stop to take care of it at the last second and also I wanted to finish up what was left on the taking care of list that I have made before my admission to the hospital and my thank you note to RPUK was the last thing on the list of things to do....So here it is 
The time has come already folks...tomorrow is the big day when I put my life in the hands of a surgeon whom I must admit I have confidence in so I think everything is going to be alright although i`ve been given the possible outcome scenarios...some good some bad but I`ll get to that bridge when I get there...The last 45 days have been great and I would like to thank the RPUK community for all the love and support shown to me since my announcement in July of the cancer having added itself to the mix in my life...some days have been easy and some days have been really really bad but the diversity of this community helped a lot to pass the time and not think about whats really going on...getting away sometimes is a good thing...and it was great to be able to get away from it all here on RPUK...Thanks to all in the Plebs and Poseidon for your comprehension with some of the stuff in game like being completely lost and disoriented in game to going afk for the barfing spats that I went thru with the oral chemo side effects...I`ve never been more scared in my life as I am today...what I see in my kids eyes...the fear...is something as a parent that I have a very hard time dealing with and I think its what hurts me the most...Pain is one thing that can be dealt with via a pill or what not but your kids pain and fears are what you want to chase the most away and I cant do it being I don`t have control of the situation that is at hand...all I can do is fight and that's all Ive been doing since day one but it isn`t always easy to accomplish but I always try my best...All I want in the end is to see my kids grow up and live a long life so the fight must continue even though Ive lost a total of 74 pounds in a bit less than 90 days...
Recovery time has been slated between 4 to 6 months strapped to a bed with full head gear to make sure that all my vertebrates fusion with the screws and titanium rods that will be inserted in my neck to replace the old stuff and the laser removal of the tumor that is logged between my C2 & C3 right side vertebrates with the tail on my spinal-cord so if all goes well I will be out mid January 2020...I will have access to discord and ts via my android but not sure what will be the results after the operation so we shall see...Should shit go south Ive made arrangements that you guys will be notified should it be the case because I have respect for all of you here in RPUK and would not want you guys not to know....
I`m going to take this time to point out a few groups and people that I need to thank personally because its very important to me no matter what the outcome will be for me live or die...none of my Doctors or Surgeons can promise a success operation until the job is done and we see how I recover from it all and if added radiation therapy or chemo is needed...I hope the hell not personally for the rad treatments...some nasty stuff I must say...Ive been in the what if`s mode for the last two weeks...Will is up to date...Life insurance policies are set...everything is taken care of should it go bad...Never in my life at the age of 46 could I imagine having to make these arrangements this early in life...Its pretty messed up when you sit in your kitchen and sign all these documents that are setting your life up should you die...So here we go.....
The Plebs: @SALV @`Sydney @ShaunLAD @Boab @Mad Yoke @YoCo @Josh Black @Emiil @Charles Vane @Rice Krispy @Jamada @Mason As a person I appreciate what you have brought to my life these past few months helping me keep it together and I have the utmost respect and love for all of you and this from the bottom of my heart, Thank you...Thank you for everything you`ve all done for me...I plan on Re-gearing and going again
Poseidon: @RaptorAM @Wiisy @Harry White Orion @Tuna @Bowen Triton @Samantha Orion @Stubley @hydraa @Maverick Delta @Qrow @Jeepers @Slawek Orion @Nuclear @Simen @Drex Thanks for everything, especially the compassion and understanding concerning my medical situation that you`ve shown me and the help given to make my time in Poseidon enjoyable and the long-term vacation that was granted to me recently...I very much appreciate it....
NHS: @WelshWolf @Warwick @Melom @Sou Cheng @MCKELVIE @Pancho Where it all started...Much love ladies and gents...
Rebels: @Finbar @Arbaaz @Imstyle @DexyKing @dopefish Thanks for the fun at the end and thanks for not taking advantage of a shitty situation in some cases where i was completely messed up in my head and had no clue what was going on Good times and good laughs and thank you for your understanding thru it all...Very appreciated boys
Staff: @Nalurah @Stavik @Aiden @Daanv The 4 of you are good peoples in life and the understanding and support shown I will never forget and could never thank you enough for your time given to me to talk even if quickly but always reassuring and to the point....
Ownership: @Wilco Mr. Wilco although I`ve never had the opportunity to speak with you I would like to thank you also because reality being what it is in life it would have never been possible for me to meet such a great community full of awesome people had you not started RPUK and I thank god everyday for having put this community on my path of life and ultimately be there to help me deal with what is going on in life for me...I can never thank you enough Wilco...
Thanks for everything RPUK and thank you all for being a class act most of the time
Much love,
Dat Medic Thou xxx
PS: When you cap a Red Zone always remember me Beers on me at The Bearded Clam thursday xxx
The time has come already folks...tomorrow is the big day when I put my life in the hands of a surgeon whom I must admit I have confidence in so I think everything is going to be alright although i`ve been given the possible outcome scenarios...some good some bad but I`ll get to that bridge when I get there...The last 45 days have been great and I would like to thank the RPUK community for all the love and support shown to me since my announcement in July of the cancer having added itself to the mix in my life...some days have been easy and some days have been really really bad but the diversity of this community helped a lot to pass the time and not think about whats really going on...getting away sometimes is a good thing...and it was great to be able to get away from it all here on RPUK...Thanks to all in the Plebs and Poseidon for your comprehension with some of the stuff in game like being completely lost and disoriented in game to going afk for the barfing spats that I went thru with the oral chemo side effects...I`ve never been more scared in my life as I am today...what I see in my kids eyes...the fear...is something as a parent that I have a very hard time dealing with and I think its what hurts me the most...Pain is one thing that can be dealt with via a pill or what not but your kids pain and fears are what you want to chase the most away and I cant do it being I don`t have control of the situation that is at hand...all I can do is fight and that's all Ive been doing since day one but it isn`t always easy to accomplish but I always try my best...All I want in the end is to see my kids grow up and live a long life so the fight must continue even though Ive lost a total of 74 pounds in a bit less than 90 days...
Recovery time has been slated between 4 to 6 months strapped to a bed with full head gear to make sure that all my vertebrates fusion with the screws and titanium rods that will be inserted in my neck to replace the old stuff and the laser removal of the tumor that is logged between my C2 & C3 right side vertebrates with the tail on my spinal-cord so if all goes well I will be out mid January 2020...I will have access to discord and ts via my android but not sure what will be the results after the operation so we shall see...Should shit go south Ive made arrangements that you guys will be notified should it be the case because I have respect for all of you here in RPUK and would not want you guys not to know....
I`m going to take this time to point out a few groups and people that I need to thank personally because its very important to me no matter what the outcome will be for me live or die...none of my Doctors or Surgeons can promise a success operation until the job is done and we see how I recover from it all and if added radiation therapy or chemo is needed...I hope the hell not personally for the rad treatments...some nasty stuff I must say...Ive been in the what if`s mode for the last two weeks...Will is up to date...Life insurance policies are set...everything is taken care of should it go bad...Never in my life at the age of 46 could I imagine having to make these arrangements this early in life...Its pretty messed up when you sit in your kitchen and sign all these documents that are setting your life up should you die...So here we go.....
The Plebs: @SALV @`Sydney @ShaunLAD @Boab @Mad Yoke @YoCo @Josh Black @Emiil @Charles Vane @Rice Krispy @Jamada @Mason As a person I appreciate what you have brought to my life these past few months helping me keep it together and I have the utmost respect and love for all of you and this from the bottom of my heart, Thank you...Thank you for everything you`ve all done for me...I plan on Re-gearing and going again
Poseidon: @RaptorAM @Wiisy @Harry White Orion @Tuna @Bowen Triton @Samantha Orion @Stubley @hydraa @Maverick Delta @Qrow @Jeepers @Slawek Orion @Nuclear @Simen @Drex Thanks for everything, especially the compassion and understanding concerning my medical situation that you`ve shown me and the help given to make my time in Poseidon enjoyable and the long-term vacation that was granted to me recently...I very much appreciate it....
NHS: @WelshWolf @Warwick @Melom @Sou Cheng @MCKELVIE @Pancho Where it all started...Much love ladies and gents...
Rebels: @Finbar @Arbaaz @Imstyle @DexyKing @dopefish Thanks for the fun at the end and thanks for not taking advantage of a shitty situation in some cases where i was completely messed up in my head and had no clue what was going on
Good times and good laughs and thank you for your understanding thru it all...Very appreciated boys Staff: @Nalurah @Stavik @Aiden @Daanv The 4 of you are good peoples in life and the understanding and support shown I will never forget and could never thank you enough for your time given to me to talk even if quickly but always reassuring and to the point....
Ownership: @Wilco Mr. Wilco although I`ve never had the opportunity to speak with you I would like to thank you also because reality being what it is in life it would have never been possible for me to meet such a great community full of awesome people had you not started RPUK and I thank god everyday for having put this community on my path of life and ultimately be there to help me deal with what is going on in life for me...I can never thank you enough Wilco...
Thanks for everything RPUK and thank you all for being a class act most of the time
Much love,
Dat Medic Thou xxx
PS: When you cap a Red Zone always remember me
Beers on me at The Bearded Clam thursday xxx
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Wish you all the best from da bottom of my heart, see you in 6 months