Fabrizio R R H
Harsh, Ruthless, Direct and a Realist
- Location
- Denmark
So well this is hard for me to say and write since i am on the phone, but i feel it is time.
this Being Said You need to know something about me, i am 21 years, and i've served twice in the army, first time Was in Iran in a 6 months long period, second time 1 1/2 month in Afghanistan, and as You hear, Your actions Will have consequences.
you migth remember me from the old days from when i was a rebel, i had a harsh period since this Was just after i returned from Iran and i did not feel anything Was wrong with me, until my friends and family told me that i had changed alot in a negative way, i Was angry all the time and i could go furious in the seconds of none, which You May have had seen from my days in the we do not mention name gang, after that i decided that i did need some help, so i took Contact to a therapist, and Was in therapy for 3 months, i've always had it tough asking for help, i see it as a weakness, even though i know it isnt.
this Being Said i am getting to my point, recently i've acted the same Way as before, and i do believe it is because of i just returned from Afghanistan, i feel i am falling back into the Black hole, and i've taken a decision which Will affect my life, and change it entirely, due to the circumstances, that i do No longer want to hurt my family and friends, i've started in therapy, and i have resigned my Contract for the Danish army from the 27-11-2015, and i Will not be returning to it.
i would like to apoligize to all the officers, rebels and civilians who have Met me on my bad days, which i have had Way too many of, i am not proud of anything i've done and said, and i Will be working my ass off to be the man i Was before this started, the calm, and Nice person.
as of now some of You migth not agree, but i know what i have become, and as of this date, i Will try to open up about myself, even though it's a tough time for me, i have seen stuff You wont imagine, i've seen my close friends leaving the world, and it sets its marks.
i do not wish any of You to feel bad for me, or to forgive my actions, but i do wish You want to accept the apoligy and give me a time to get myself together from the last remains i have hidden Away to not feel exposed, i've realised there is a life Away from the war, and i want to live that life, since i do know some who never had the chance.
If You would raise some questions i Will be answering Them, but at this moment i ask You kindly to send Them in a pm or a post below, because this is still hard for me to talk about, and i feel it easier to write (when i am not on the cellphone)
thanks for Reading all this, it mens alot that You Will be Wasting your time Reading this, once agian SORRY to everyone who have felt that i have been treating Them harsh, and unfair.
- Senior Police Constable Fabrizio Rizzo Rodrigues Hernandez
this Being Said You need to know something about me, i am 21 years, and i've served twice in the army, first time Was in Iran in a 6 months long period, second time 1 1/2 month in Afghanistan, and as You hear, Your actions Will have consequences.
you migth remember me from the old days from when i was a rebel, i had a harsh period since this Was just after i returned from Iran and i did not feel anything Was wrong with me, until my friends and family told me that i had changed alot in a negative way, i Was angry all the time and i could go furious in the seconds of none, which You May have had seen from my days in the we do not mention name gang, after that i decided that i did need some help, so i took Contact to a therapist, and Was in therapy for 3 months, i've always had it tough asking for help, i see it as a weakness, even though i know it isnt.
this Being Said i am getting to my point, recently i've acted the same Way as before, and i do believe it is because of i just returned from Afghanistan, i feel i am falling back into the Black hole, and i've taken a decision which Will affect my life, and change it entirely, due to the circumstances, that i do No longer want to hurt my family and friends, i've started in therapy, and i have resigned my Contract for the Danish army from the 27-11-2015, and i Will not be returning to it.
i would like to apoligize to all the officers, rebels and civilians who have Met me on my bad days, which i have had Way too many of, i am not proud of anything i've done and said, and i Will be working my ass off to be the man i Was before this started, the calm, and Nice person.
as of now some of You migth not agree, but i know what i have become, and as of this date, i Will try to open up about myself, even though it's a tough time for me, i have seen stuff You wont imagine, i've seen my close friends leaving the world, and it sets its marks.
i do not wish any of You to feel bad for me, or to forgive my actions, but i do wish You want to accept the apoligy and give me a time to get myself together from the last remains i have hidden Away to not feel exposed, i've realised there is a life Away from the war, and i want to live that life, since i do know some who never had the chance.
If You would raise some questions i Will be answering Them, but at this moment i ask You kindly to send Them in a pm or a post below, because this is still hard for me to talk about, and i feel it easier to write (when i am not on the cellphone)
thanks for Reading all this, it mens alot that You Will be Wasting your time Reading this, once agian SORRY to everyone who have felt that i have been treating Them harsh, and unfair.
- Senior Police Constable Fabrizio Rizzo Rodrigues Hernandez
