Hi everyone, I didn't know that this forum section even existed until today. But I feel that I should make a post here to support something that has impacted my life in a huge way.
I've never really told anybody here about things that go on in my personal life, but if it helps raise even the smallest amount of money then it is worth it. I'm not going to go into detail because it would take forever.
Back when I started highschool I started having panic attacks, however at the time I had no idea what they were. I was too scared to tell anyone incase they thought I was crazy, and this went on for a long while.
It eventually progressed to the point where I couldn't go to school anymore because I kept having panic attacks. Around the time I stopped attending school I started to get dark thoughts and constant low mood. I shut myself away from everyone because I thought I was going insane.
Eventually I got diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder (GAD) and Depression.
It was the last few years where things got out of control for me. I started suffering badly with Health Anxiety, every day I would convince myself that I had a different illness and I would get all of the physical symptoms associated with the illness due to panicking and having constant anxiety.
This eventually lead to me not being able to / forgetting how to eat food due to constant discomfort in my throat. I physically couldn't do it no matter how hard I tried, I was sent for all kinds of tests and in the end they said it was my anxiety.
I spent a year on a liquid diet, most of that time in hospital. A mental illness had made me physically ill.
I was 15/16 at the time, 6 foot tall and I weighed under 6 stone.
Thankfully with the right help I have managed to somewhat recover. I still suffer with it daily but I have the help I need to get through day to day life.
I understand it may be hard for people who haven't gone through this to understand how this is possible, but it is. And I can safely say I wouldn't still be alive today if I hadn't of got the help I needed. Which is why I am making this post.
Nobody should have to go through mental illness alone. It's something that very few people understand, and its crucial that people get the help they need.
Mind are a charity that help people understand what is happening to them, and give them advice on how to seek treatment.
Donate here:
https://www.justgiving.com/alukmind/
Now part of the ALUK Charity page:
https://www.justgiving.com/teams/AltisLifeUK
Also, this is was extremely hard for me to post and is very personal. The only reason I did it is so that hopefully it raises money and helps others in the same situation find the light at the end of the tunnel.
If you don't understand all I ask is that you dont take the piss.
Thanks.