Cj Collings
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- United Kingdom
hello my in game name is Douch Nozzel its a stupid name I know but if its easier call me jack so what I'm asking for help is I have 3 disabilities I have autism AD-HD and tics is a form of Tourette’s so I cant do much really I have like um its hard for me to communicate irl if its in game its fine I'm very angry at my self because well put it this way my dad is my love of my life and he is very ill at times he has a very bad head he must have had a least 20 operations and I hate it when he goes in to hospital we almost lost him to his illness and that makes me very sad I got so mad at times and sad I beat my head to try to knock myself out or really hurt myself I have cut myself many times I get very depressed and down like I hate myself school is hard when my dad is in hospital and I play arma because it helps me be stable like not angry so I play roleplay uk because it is a great community and there is very helpful people so I need help getting a black fish I'm 50 million unless sales will be on so probs 25mil away from it I have wanted one of these vtols for ages because I said to myself I would get one of these to lets say keep my calm and happy and that it would so I cant do many runs because I get very angry because I have a lot of things going on in my head I can do them but its a struggle and I want a vtol to like I said to keep me happy and cheer me up so I really need help from this community please could you help it would make my dream come true to own a vtol to help other people please could you help from jack thanks for reading guys.
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